heh wednesday now.. midweek hehe woohoo
feeling so sleeepy.. yawns.. bad hair day(zzz boo!)
yesterday went to celebrate governor-x and instant noodles kehan birthday
at nydc hehe
may i say that the mudpie and the icecream is ultra nicee!(yummy!!)
ate spaghetti hehe not bad but too tomato-y!
had a great time fellowship and laughing haha esp when clarence ng came later
cause was showing us how to touch his nose with his tongue effortless.
surprise.. betcha didnt know he can...(so do i)
anyway was thinking about lotsa things last night.
feel that when theres' girls around, there'll be bound to be gossips.
hmm not only in church but the world as well..
i dont think that is a good thing especially when we are christians..
cause i have heard of stories that due to gossips people backslided and leave church
its that bad!!
in my office as well in my prev department, there were quite abit of gossips and
politics going on but there's one particular person who usually didnt get involove
he's always neutral and dont participate in gossip talks..
i find that really awesome. cause its that easy to be influence..
hmm i plan to be neutral as well..
i also wonder is it harder to rebuke a fellow sister/brother or a worldly person..
as i interact more with people
i find that the world standards is really in contrast with God's values..
there's been countless number of worldly people who has asked me
"hmm why do y0u limit yourself to 1person. i believe ya have lotsa suitors
why not go and have fun"
whereas in the church
"You should not go in and out of relationship, no dating around(emotional baggage)
go for courtship that leads to marriage"
i so agree with the latter.
cause i believe you will reap what you sow.. if you save the best for this one person
it will be more fulfilling than you divide it among the many many..
sometimes i find the worldly standards quite absurb(maybe im quite conservative la)
i've dated before so i know how is it like when the relationship is just for fun(no commitment)
its crazy(i find) when my colleague told me he has a part time lover(mutual -.-)
that when he finds himself lonely(and possibly desperate) he would call on her!!???(what the)
nowadays there seems to be no more respect for one another(be it female or male) that they
make use of one another for their own benefit..(geez)
love in God'e eye is actually so simple why complicate it..
i miss my almony!!
psalm51:10 create in me a pure heart o God and renew a steadfast spirit within me